Hey i've changed my blog to http://funnyhappysad.blogspot.com/
Saturday, October 29, 2005
just as everyting seems to fall into places .. did all go wrong ... and back to square 1 ... will can i do ... i realli dunno
guess comin to yj has made mi mentally stronger . in a bad way tt is .. the time i used to fail my test .. i would cry or be so scared ... nOW? .. just when my teacher said i ffaiiled .. i'd just shrug and screw the god damm sch ... i'll screw everyone but myself ... YES ... MYSELF ... i'm to blame fer all tIS nonsense ... y didnt i stay in sr ... maybe i could be better ? ... or worse ... everyting may turn out to be wad i wanted? .. fuck ... i hate destiny ... i hate fate ... how long are u gonna torture mi .. e unsoundness in mi is takin its toll ..
was so bad in pool 2day ... lost all the way against mh and des .. guess my mind was not on the game .... everyting look so out of sorts .. havin tots whther to attened the carnival ... or coop up and hide at home ..